Complaining

ok ... so i had to vent there a bit. but i am over it already. my health is the most important thing right now. i am happy and comfortable at home. i dont need to go partying all the time. the clubs will always be there, but i only have one brain. my sickness does not make me pathetic or any of those other things i said. sometimes i feel that way, but then i remember who i am. i am SUE and i wouldnt want to be anyone else. i have found my power again already. independence is a state of mind.